Side effects continue -- hands and feet are more numb than they have been--really bugs me - the joints in my hands are kinda sore also - balance is poor - my moods are more up and down - hair keeps falling out -- nausea comes and goes without much warning - morning clumsiness until my muscles "wake up" - some trouble sleeping - headaches - runny/bloody nose combination
I am very thankful to be this far and so very glad I don't have to go through any more chemo -- The side effects are bothersome--today as I walked up to communion, my balance was really off. Was thankful not to be too obvious! In the morning when I walk Chance, it takes about 3/4 mile for me to be able to walk without having to concentrate on it.
However - it could be so much worse! I should not complain! I haven't posted for a variety of reasons - tired and cranky probably are at the top of the list, but truly it's more the "up and down" moodiness- it's like a buzz, then a crash - and I don't write well when crashed, and it happens faster than it did. I just have to figure this out better to "get back in the groove" My fingers also are pretty numb and that makes typing a pain in the butt - whine whine whine --
no really good excuses - but there they are! Sorry to be cranky!
I need a serious attitude adjustment - Very thankful for
rain
watching plants grow
worship
God's promises
encouraging others
that I am done w chemo
a finch nest in my clematis vine -
friends like you
2 Cor 12:9 My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness
(This was my grandparent's wedding verse)
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